hello & welcome to my 1st post!

Hello &  welcome to my blog! thank you so much for visiting my little blog here. as some of you may know like my good friend miss veronkya i have decided to quit doing youtube vids..I'm not gonna change my mind in a month or later on down the road unless like vee said something drasticly changes for greater good.
There have been some things go on recently that caused me to decide this to some people i care about alot in my life & quite frankly i never had except for a week great equipment to make videos with. so i tossed in the towel, plus my family wanted me to quit because of the things i mentioned up above.. My hubby loves me alot but didn't feel it was a good idea anymore to continue on with the vids. anyways he & the rest of my family def. supports me on doing my blog & the other places i post on..
 i didn't know if i'd just stick to crafts or what but as i mentioned on my facebook page i sucked @ beauty & makeup but i still very much enjoy both of those as much as i enjoy crafts so i've decided to blog about both here on..so i hope you all enjoy what i feel think whatever i want on here & give me your POSITIVE feedback...thanks again. i want to make something clear tho..
 I am NOT trying to copy vee or anyone else..i have been thinking about doing this for about month now & friday it was clear to me that nows the time..to quit youtube..& if people want to hate on me as much as they do now..i cant control that..i recently found out that some people that i considered to be friends turns out are people that hate on me as much as many do & i cannnot understand why..people telling me terrible things like they hope i choke on my bday cake next month etc. hurted me real bad i wont like..that alone was part of why i wanted to quit. just the absolute hateful terriable things just made it harder & harder..
 But i'm the type of person who loves to be involved with positive things,people etc..i'm not saying life will be easy but there's no reason for the hate espically the AMOUNT i have endured..i have never in my life seen or read so much hate as i have in the last 2 yrs. but i do know of a few things..
1)JESUS is who is incontrol of my life & will always be, he is my rock, my everything & i will follow him not matter what! he's been there for me when i've felt alone..i owe him so much because he's done so much for me..he teaches us to love,forgive & pray for even our worst enenmies
2) my hubby & adopted family love me for ME even when i'm @ my worst..i don't need no one tellin me that they don't & no ones does..
3) that i do have friends that love me & support me even telling me to stop saying i'm sry..cuz i'm NOT..

ok if i think of anything else i'll ad it here later..lol..so sry about the rant but i felt like i had to get it off my chest..& i did & i'm letting it ALL go NOW!!..ttyl!